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i hate my favorite song for ending
all tomorrow's parties have happened tonight
Created on 2004-02-08 15:20:33 (#2152592), last updated 2008-06-07
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Basic Info| Name: | risenangelslain |
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| Birthdate: | 03-19 |
| Location: | Bath, New York, United States |
| Website: | http://ttriage.tripod.com/index.html |
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life_despite_god04@yahoo.com BioYou shouldn't have loved me baby, when i was nothin, nothin at all. I used to bleed for you just to watch you fade. Baby, baby, baby leave me to ruck and ruin. Baby, baby, baby, I never came home to a burnt out room. You should've loved me baby when redemtions too blind. Nature took my soul and sin left a scar so wide. Time ravaged my body and now i live in the house where the red lights always on alone. Baby, baby, baby, SHAME ON YOU and me and you..... Here we go now I'm under your skin, can't rub me out can't rub it in. Oh, baby running away, running away, to you. Now i will wait for you, but i won't wait very long. I will wait for you and when you bore me i'll be gone. And i will cheat on you with your daddy or son. I will fuck you up im so sorry. It's just in my nature, baby, there ain't nothing i can do to stop, oh bastard. HERE COMES THE RAIN YEAAAAHHHH.... Here comes the rain. Now your blood is pumpin' good and evil, god and the devil ain't no ones pity, baby your love's with me, your love's with me, your love's with hate. I will fuck you up, I will feel no guilt. Thats right rub it in rub it in cant get me out. Watch my face under you skin, I'll never go back. Oh nest our head, till you can't see straight. I watch your blood it's pumping black, baby your love's with me. Here we go round, you're red and youre red you're writhing away from under my heel. Run away your head's on fire, can't tell the difference between hate and desire. Everything went all fucking wrong, chaos reigns when im along. Fuck you up, won't get me out. Wash that stain under your skin, can't wash it out, cuz i'd wash it in.
All my loves in vain
All my loves in blood
All my loves in vain
I cannot find a vein
~~~~sometimes i feel there is a hole inside of me. an emptiness that at times seems to burn. i think that if you lifted my heart to your ear you could probably hear the ocean. on the moon tonight, there's a circle around it. a sign of trouble not far behind. i have this dream of being whole, of not going to sleep every night wanting. but still, sometimes when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. i just want someone to love me, i want to be seen. i don't know, maybe i've had my happiness. i don't want to believe it, but there is no man. just that moon.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i am doll eyes, doll mouth, doll legs. i am doll arms, big veins, dog bait. yeah they really want you, they really want you, they really do. yeah they really want you, they really want you and i do too. i want to be the girl with the most cake. i love him so much it just turns to hate. i fake it so real i am beyond fake. and someday you will ache like i ache. i am doll parts, bad skin, doll heart. K stands for knife for the rest of my life. yeah they really want you, they really want you, they really do. yeah they really want you they really want you but i do too. i want to be the girl with the most cake. he only loves those things because he loves to see them break. i fake it so real i am beyond fake. and someday you will ache like i ache. someday you will ache like i ache. someday you will ache like i ache
someday you will ache like i ache
All my loves in vain
All my loves in blood
All my loves in vain
I cannot find a vein
~~~~sometimes i feel there is a hole inside of me. an emptiness that at times seems to burn. i think that if you lifted my heart to your ear you could probably hear the ocean. on the moon tonight, there's a circle around it. a sign of trouble not far behind. i have this dream of being whole, of not going to sleep every night wanting. but still, sometimes when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. i just want someone to love me, i want to be seen. i don't know, maybe i've had my happiness. i don't want to believe it, but there is no man. just that moon.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i am doll eyes, doll mouth, doll legs. i am doll arms, big veins, dog bait. yeah they really want you, they really want you, they really do. yeah they really want you, they really want you and i do too. i want to be the girl with the most cake. i love him so much it just turns to hate. i fake it so real i am beyond fake. and someday you will ache like i ache. i am doll parts, bad skin, doll heart. K stands for knife for the rest of my life. yeah they really want you, they really want you, they really do. yeah they really want you they really want you but i do too. i want to be the girl with the most cake. he only loves those things because he loves to see them break. i fake it so real i am beyond fake. and someday you will ache like i ache. someday you will ache like i ache. someday you will ache like i ache
someday you will ache like i ache
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